It has been a while since I have poured out my heart to any pages. It is important to save the thoughts and the feelings. Anytime I express feelings in this relationship I am told I am certainly Mexican as only Mexicans can act out drama. I must be wrong in the head. The offenses of today are always hurtful. Such as I wont let you shove it up my ass. Hmmm wonder what I am shoving. He says I am controlling and have some kind of issue with being arrogant and prepotent, but I am none of those things. I am tired of it all. I love one aspect, but the truth, we are not intimate. It has been a year since he touched me. I am so over it. His idea of phases and where we are. We are over. I am over this. I truly look for my peace
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