Me estoy muriendo por dentro

Go now.. please go. Your presence here lingers and it hurts, it is a reminder of a failure. My inability to see that you were broken before we came together, and you will be broken forever. We have a beautiful daughter, and had made a good life. Some men can have it all, and decide that it is not what they want. They want to have it ALL, these broken men, make broken promises, and broken dreams. They leave in their wake a series of lies, and promises that are never to be fulfilled. I never learnt, but now I am closer. So out of the misery that is my heart, I give thanks. Thank you for letting me see my worth, for allowing me to know that I can live even when you have shattered my heart, and annihilated my soul. Soul mate of mine you are not, love of my life you will not be. I let you go, find your greener pastures, because when you arrive, you will whither the pastures, and turn them full of drought and dry them out with your arsenic. Sweet Arsenic, that I drank from for so long..